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Its been quite long since i ever sat to write anything. Of late, i should admit, that i've also been a lot of writing of an other kind - coding. Been busy with work and also with my TKD stuff. Gotta get up really early in the morning (~by 5:15), get ready and leave for classes (6 - ~7:45) and then come to office from there directly.

I really hate to get up in the morning that early, especially if i hadn't got enough satisfying sleep the last night. I almost have started thinking of dropping the TKD idea completely. But i stay fresh and great the entire day after the workout/practice - which is a feel-good factor about it. Maybe you shoudn't completly live in the present. If i do (which i most of the times strive to do), i think i miss the point completely. Aspirations motivate one to live better, but they are always based on future - hope. And to aspire to become/acheive something is always in relation with the past - betterment of oneself. And of course, food for ego.

[[And one more thing to be recorded here: i dunno why, i somehow happen to be ever-non-failingly operating at at 35% effeciency. I know i can do better, but i don't do things that way. Somehow, since some time, in the past, this indifference and apathy has set in in my life. Or maybe things have ever been like this in the past, and only recently did i start taking note of how i've been living. But things used to be better, at least i wasn't too much complaining about life and the world, now i have started to. I mean, in school days and a first few days in college, i used to feel proud of what i used to do, bubble with enthusiasm etc etc. I shouldnt be talking about all these things here.]]

We (colleagues and ts) had recently (last weekend) been to a fun trip to Shivanasamudram and Thalakkaad. We had a blast and it was one of those tours which i thoroughly enjoyed (after a long gap). Thank you, Vishal, Jaggu, Satya (and your cousin), Mano, Gaurav, Vipul, Prem, Suvendu, Rathish (and your friend) who made this happen. This was one of those tours which we had nothing to complain about. Flawless fun and shear excitement. We should do more of that.

[[ Heck, i should have written a travelouge here!! ]]